March 31st: Holcomb

Holcomb

Happy Easter!


The naked man walked across the broken asphalt with his bare feet. A beast followed. It stared at him intently, its excess limbs dragged behind it as it went. It had no hair except a tuft of ginger by its mouth.

    The thin man paid no attention to the creature and did not change pace or course except to avoid a crack in the road or a burning car. His eyes were fixed forward and he wore a thin smile. His red hair and mustache bobbed slightly as he walked

    He walked for miles with no sign of weakness until he reached a town. He stopped at a crude barricade that was drenched in blood. The creature got low to the ground, staring at him with large black eyes. 

    “Hmm,” He said, eyeing up the mass of junk and finding a place in the middle that was only one car wide. He gently pushed it out of the way with one hand and continued.

    A thick haze of smoke covered the town. He squinted as he visited each building, frowning at each one that was burned down. He eventually came to a market.

    To no surprise, the inside was completely ransacked. Several of the aisles were knocked over and none of them seemed to have anything of value. The naked man wanted to give it a chance. He stepped over the shattered glass of the front doors. The beast entered shortly afterward and began exploring the aisles, keeping one of its eyes focused on the man.

    He found jeans but no underwear and had a hard time finding a shirt, eventually deciding on a t-shirt that hung loose on his thin body. It had a few bloodstains but he liked the color.

    “Now for some food,” He said to himself.

    Most of the food was gone but he managed to find a tube of raw beef in a fridge in the back. Contentedly, he ate as he left the store. 

    The beast followed him more closely, sniffing with its small nose. It nearly got close enough to lick the tube of meat and the man moved it away. It growled deeply.

    For the first time, the man turned to look at it, “No, get your own food.”

    The monster challenged the man, howling with rage. It raised one of its huge arms and brought it down on the man. With the crackle of bones breaking the beast’s arm fell limp beside the man succeeding only in knocking the meat out of his hand.

    Before its arm could heal, the man moved to the beast’s side with the broken arm and grabbed its shoulder. Its other limbs attempted to fight him off but could only cut his jeans. He placed a foot on the monster’s side and pulled, tearing its arm off. Now drenched in blood, he continued to rip arms and legs off, leaving them to squirm on the ground behind him. Finally, a hole with rows of teeth appeared in his palm.

    As new limbs sprouted from the beast, he placed his hand on its back.

    “I would have left you be,” He said, “I know you’re not as smart as the others, but now there’s dirt in my meat.”

    The monster howled in pain as its flesh submitted to the man, swelling around his hand. It became small and frail as its last cry died in its throat. 

    When the last of it shrank into his hand, he closed his palm. With the burst of energy from the beast’s flesh, he remembered who he was. His name was Bernard Holcomb, one of the most famous scientists in the world. And he was hungry.

January 7th: The War Machine

The War Machine

The man approached the door and gently set down his briefcase with a sigh. With a gloved hand, he used the brass knocker three times. He polished his glasses as he waited. The man sensed movement inside. A small white dog came barking to the door, becoming warped by the window. He hated those kinds of dogs, as most decent people should.

A younger man with a red beard answered the door, pushing the white terror out of the way with his foot.

“Dr. Grimsley?” He said and glanced down at the briefcase, “You’ve got them already?”

“Ah yes,” He said with a satisfied smile, “Five of them.”

The younger man’s wife wandered into view of the door, looking equally curious and suspicious.

“I’m not even going to ask this time.” She said, “Just don’t kill my husband, please.”

“I would do no such thing, Lindsey,” He said politely, “David’s good at keeping things safe, anyway.”

The red-bearded man chuckled, “I do my best.”

“Well,” Dr. Grimsley said, “where are you keeping it?”

David led the man around the house into the backyard, where a tennis court sat.

“Lindsey didn’t want me to keep it here,” He said as he unlocked the fence, “but I told her it’s the only place it would fit.”

“I’m surprised she let you,” Dr. Grimsley said, “tennis was always big for her.”

“Well she didn’t,” David said, “technically.”

The gate opened to reveal a large metal man crouching in the center of the court. It had a large chest carrying two weapons; a claw on the left arm, more for intimidation than anything, and a pointed weapon that resembled the head of a salt shaker on the right. David got some yellow suits from the table at the edge of the court and handed one to Dr. Grimsley.

“This will be absolutely stunning,” He said as he set his coat and hat down, “to see a Metal Man from the Great War walk again.”

“If it doesn’t kill us first,” David said nervously as he pulled his suit on.

“Well, you changed out the discs, haven’t you?” Dr. Grimsley said, frowning at how the suit made his belly show.

“Yes, but,” David put his mask on and helped him finish putting on the suit, ”Tennochian engineering is very complex. We can’t be sure which behaviors might be… Instinctual.”

“I don’t think it should be a concern,” Dr. Grimley said as he set the briefcase on the table and opened it, revealing five metal rods, “Such behaviors should be reactionary.”

“I will always wonder how you managed to sneak five plutonium rods from your university, Doctor.”

“And wonder still,” He said, gently picking one up, “I don’t give out such information freely, even to my favorite student.”

“Oh use the tongs for Pete’s sake,” David said, tossing them at him, “You don’t want to burn yourself.”

“You know this is no less dangerous with them than without,” he said, slowly moving toward the step stool behind the metal man, “Are our connections good?”

“They should be,” David said, closing the briefcase and turning on a Geiger counter, which started clicking away, “I double-checked.”

Standing on the stool, Dr. Grimsley put the rod in the tongs, “Are we ready to fire this up?”

David nodded, holding the Geiger counter out. Dr. Grimsley slowly moved the rod toward the hole in the metal man’s hunched back. As he slid it in, the Geiger counter went crazy.

“Pull it back out,” David said, “Shielding’s not holding up.”

As Dr. Grimsley attempted to pull it out, the tongs slipped and the rod slid down. He ducked behind the metal giant as it convulsed, sparking as blue light flashed from its back. The Geiger counter screamed with it. David stepped backward before the metal man-made one final movement and shot the rod out. The rod landed in the grass outside of the tennis court, sparking and glowing bright red. The grass around it was charred black.

“David?” Dr. Grimsley said, “Are you all right?”

“I’ll let you know if I make it to 40.” He said, helping him to his feet.

Dr. Grimsley sighed, “Let’s hope these suits do their work.”

They went around the fence to check in the rod. David held the Geiger counter to it. It was no more radioactive than the grass around it.

“Depleted,” Dr. Grimsley said, “There must be a short in the system.”

“It’s truly a marvel of engineering to extract 24 thousand years of energy in a few seconds,” David said, looking at the steaming rod, “We’re lucky the failsafe shot it out before it melted.”

“And the fact the machine could handle a short of such power is astonishing,” Dr.Grimsley said, picking it up with the tongs, “The thing should’ve blown the whole countryside to bits.”

After dunking the rod in a bucket of water, they set it back in the briefcase and examined the Metal Man. No damage could be seen.

“Let’s see how we screwed this up,” Dr. Grimsley said, gently touching the housing for the rod. It was already cool to the touch. He twisted it and pulled it up, revealing an intricate system of thin pipes rather than wires. He examined the pipes carefully. “Well, no wonder it went haywire. This is a complete mess.”

“What did I do wrong?” David asked, a little hurt.

“Well first off,” He said, “The channels are intersecting in the wrong places, causing the proton stream to get backed up all the way to the fuel source. The backup forced the machine to put all of its resources into keeping the reaction under control, ultimately failing and ejecting the rod.”

“How do you know so much about this?” David asked.

“Well,” He responded slowly, “I’ve known people who were in charge of dismantling the Metal Men after the war.”

“And they just told you how they work?” David asked, “You know things like that would be highly classified.”

“Well you seem to know almost as much as I do,” Dr. Grimsley said as removed a section of pipe with a small tool.

“I can assume how things work by their function and the transfer of energy,” He said, “That’s different from what you do. You KNOW things.”

Dr. Grimsley grunted, “Let’s just get this bastard working.”

“Dr. Grimsley,” He said, stepping closer, “ I won’t help until you tell me what you aren’t telling me.”

He sighed, set his tool down, and sat on the stool, suddenly aware of how sweaty it was in his suit, “Look, David, what I’m about to tell you is something I’m sworn under oath not to say.” He took a deep breath, “I am a native Tennochian. I served with them in the war until I came here to Pestaria after I met my wife. I helped the King defeat the Tennochians with my knowledge of their weapons in exchange for living here in peace with my wife. Believe me when I say I bear no loyalty to Tennoch and I have no ill intentions in giving life to this machine.”

David wearily sat on a bench across from him, “You defected from your own country…”

“To live with my wife, yes,” He said, “She was a spy, the first to ever successfully infiltrate Tennoch. Most people were too focused on their own affairs to notice her, but I could immediately tell she was not like any Tennochian I had ever seen. Her beauty and grace seemed to make her glow with life.”

“But Tennoch is the most prosperous country on the continent,” David said, “Their technology is like magic to us. Why leave it?”

Dr. Grimsley chuckled, “As powerful as Tennoch is, living in such a place is hardly a pleasure. That country was built long ago on the passions of a broken man who looked at people only as machines to make more machines. We were trained only to make things that helped the government, we had no art, no love, no marriage. Our food was made into a nutritious gruel used solely to fuel us. We were allowed to own only what we needed. It was a nation focused only on output and never its people.”

“Then why are you working on this machine?” David asked, “Doesn’t this risk everything you came here for?”

Dr. Grimsley rested his face in his hands, looking more defeated than before, “My wife passed away weeks ago. I tried every coping mechanism in the book and nothing has worked. I am not used to having time to grieve. In Tennoch our lives were our work. There was no ‘therapy’ or ‘mental health’ or ‘coping mechanisms,’” He looked up and David saw tears in his eyes, “and I don’t even know what this is. Crying, they call it, but they don’t tell me what it does or why I do it.” He bumped his mask trying to wipe the tears away, “I suppose that’s the price I pay for coming here. I feel every good thing but I also feel every bad thing. I didn’t even know how bad Tennoch was until I met Julie. To me, it was just life. And my life belonged to the state. I did not know I could have my own life. Until I met her. Now working is the only thing I know to do.” He remained silent for several minutes.

Unable to know what to do, but knowing he needed to do something, David stood up and hugged him. Confused but gracious, Dr. Grimsley accepted the hug.

After he gathered himself, Dr. Grimsley looked up at the Metal Man, “I suppose I should find a less dangerous way to grieve, but I know our work should not be for nothing. I will teach everything I know about Tennochian engineering,” He grinned, “Without the threat of capital punishment.”

“I would like that, sir,” David said, hiding his excitement.

“Good,” He said, closing the briefcase, “Once we pack this up, would you like to do something? What’s that thing that’s popular here, golf?”

David nodded, “It happens to be my favorite hobby.”

“Ah, perhaps you could teach me.”

“I would love to,” David said. The men left the machine and took the rods back up to the house, chatting as they went. The machine would not be activated again.

December 10th: The Striped Man

The Striped Man

This story contains a lot of gore, violence, and self-harm. Discretion is advised.


My name is Lucas Harper and this is my personal account and testimony to the United States military regarding the events of the 2024 war against China and the unsanctioned use of a deadly biological and chemical agent known as the Scourge. 

Due to how I was affected by the agent, much of my memory is a bit foggy, but the doctors and soldiers here can help me fill in the gaps.

I don’t remember how I was initially infected, but they tell me it was likely after they gassed Portland, the city I had been living in for work. Almost all of the coastal cities on the west had been gassed and their method was pretty straightforward. They fitted bombers with aquarium-sized tanks full of a substrate to keep the virus alive and sprayed it over the entire city. The fine droplets blanketed everything and within minutes, most of the city had been infected. From there, they say I must have fled into the countryside.

The earliest moment I could remember was seeing through the haze of blood in my eyes as I sat on top of the rancher’s corpse, chewing into the soft flesh of his arm. His face was brutalized. Nothing more than meat and bone left. With a distant sensation, I was aware that my stomach was full, yet my body continued to eat as if it would never eat again. Blood was smeared over my face and the remaining tatters of my shirt.

A scream pulled my attention away from my meal. It was a girl, no older than five, with an expression of terror I had never seen on a child before. 

A Pavlovian response made my mouth drool and pleasure washed over my aching body. Instinctively, I lunged toward the girl in a mad frenzy. Instead of running, she crumpled into a ball as I got close. Don’t you touch her, a part of my mind said and for a moment, I was able to think for myself again.

Despite the unnatural hunger, fever chills, and pain, I stopped before the girl. I began to process what I had done. I killed a man, ate part of him, and then I wanted to eat a five-year-old girl. I remembered thinking she looked a lot like my niece. Hot tears of blood ran down my face as I felt my lucidity slip. I knew I needed to resist with everything I had to keep myself from hurting this child, so I directed my animalistic rage towards a rock. Limbs flailing, my body threw itself at it like a rabid dog. I grabbed it and began slamming it against my other arm. With every strike, the pain cleared my mind a little more.

After the rock shattered in my hand, I looked for the girl. Thankfully, she was gone. My conscious mind cherished the success while my body agonized over the escaped prey. A guttural howl tore through my throat. I liked to think it was my way of cheering for another life spared.

I wandered in the rancher’s field, passing several corpses of horses with their guts torn out. I didn’t remember if I had done that, but my body seemed to only care for mobile prey.

I found myself stumbling toward the barn. I believe it was because, in my mental haze, I thought I could escape the fever chills in there.

I attempted to rest, but the restlessness in my legs kept them moving on their own. As I paced the length of the barn, I kept my mind awake. I cried again. It came out as a prolonged, incoherent howl. I was aware of what I had become and I hated myself for it. I found a nail gun in the barn with the air still attached and blasted a nail into my finger. More clarity came with the pain. I wrenched my finger out of the softwood and noticed that it looked like a claw.

That’s when I was lucid enough to make a decision. I could’ve put a nail in my head and prevented myself from hurting anyone ever again but I knew I had a responsibility. I knew that for every person who could resist like me, there would be a thousand that couldn’t. I needed to make sure no other girl had to watch a family member get torn apart by some monster.

I went ahead and nailed the rest of my fingers, enjoying every bit of it. I felt like I wasn’t nailing my own hand, but the hand of the monster I had turned into. I found some work gloves and put them on over my nails, keeping them firmly lodged into my fingers. As I left the barn, I vowed to myself that I would kill myself if I ever lost control.

I wandered the countryside, constantly fighting for consciousness. Every inch felt like a mile, but I never stopped fighting. Much of this was left in a haze, but I remember the agony clearly.

I eventually ended up in a city where small groups of the infected wandered. They never attacked me, even if I touched them. I even remember howling at one in the face but it stared past me with thoughtless eyes.

As I wandered the streets, I heard a scream followed by the growls of the infected. I did not have to force myself to charge in that direction. 

When I got there, I saw a kid climbing a fence in an alley with a woman and a man on the other side. The kid was panicking, kicking at the infected that was clawing at his feet. My brain was focused on the kid but at the last second, I redirected my attention toward the infected. I picked it up by the waist and it flailed its arms as I threw it to the ground. With all the hate I could muster, I clawed at its face with the nails in my fingers. When it continued to struggle, I resorted to beating its head against the concrete with my fists. I was never strong enough to do that before, but I guess the virus can do strange things to your body.

After it stopped moving, I stood up to face the family, resisting every urge to attack. The boy had made it over.

“Are you a survivor?” The woman asked.

I made the mistake of looking at her face. Primal anger rose in me but before I could attack, I clawed at my forearm and howled into the sky. That seemed like enough of an answer so they left. I suppose that’s when I became the Striped Man, because every time I lost control, I cut myself, leaving stripes of red over my arms. 

People started to remember me, even cheering when I came to help. One time, a man asked me how I stay in control. Of course, I was never lucid enough to speak, but If I could’ve answered him, I would say that it’s like balancing on a knife’s edge. No, like doing yoga on a knife’s edge. I suppose what kept me going was understanding what was at stake. Knowing that letting myself slip even a little bit could mean countless deaths stayed in the back of my mind, coming up only when I needed to resist.

I’m happy to say I never hurt anyone who wasn’t already infected. Despite how hard it was, I was always able to resist at the last moment. I was always brutal to the infected, though. I suppose it’s because I projected the disgust and hate I had toward what I had become onto them.

Anyway, I more or less bounced from rescuing one survivor group to another, never seeking them out but always willing to help. I’m not sure how long that was, but I’m sure you could do the math.

One day, I remember hearing a helicopter landing in the city. It was loud enough that most of the infected had run toward it. I fell in line for a bit before I gained enough control to kill a few. As I got closer, I saw several survivors being loaded onto the helicopter. With my failing vision, I saw that the last one was the girl I saw at the ranch. 

The memory made me more lucid than ever and I made my second decision since being infected. I decided that I would kill all of the infected before they could even get close to the girl. In a howling rage, I tore through the horde, soaking my body in blood. I moved faster than I had ever before. I felt my tendons snapping in spasms as I strained my body to the breaking point. 

At some point, I found a piece of rebar and was cracking skulls with it. Gradually, I began to slow the horde as they fell.

One of them was ahead of the rest and I charged after it. I pushed it away from the helicopter and to my surprise, it turned toward me.

Despite being clearly infected, the soldier stared down at me with the same frenzy I had seen many times before. I lunged at it but it forced me to the ground with a blood-stained glove. I clawed at it relentlessly but its bulletproof vest was too tough and tore out some of my nails. The soldier started to hit my head against the ground until everything became fuzzy. The soldier raised its fists for one last hit before a bullet split its head open. 

I would’ve been happy if I had died right there, but maybe God had other plans. From that point, I was told that someone from the helicopter picked me up, thinking I was a survivor. I’m glad we have the cure now because otherwise, I would’ve infected everyone on that helicopter.

I hope that this information can be used in some meaningful way because I don’t think I will live much longer. I’ve taken the cure and they’ve treated me for most of the wounds on my body, but being infected for as long as I have has put a toll on my body.

I’m not sure how I’ll be honored for this but I hope I am not awarded as some kind of hero, I feel like that would be ignoring the man I killed. But I hope I’ve redeemed myself in some way.

February 16th: Zombies

The man woke in a pool of warm fluid and through the blurred vision of a migraine he saw an overcast sky over a hundred twitching bodies. They moved sporadically in the mud with stiff faces and eyes that hung loosely in their skulls. One’s twitching had turned into slow, shaky movements and another sat upright, wobbling in place as its head hung limp with an arrow embedded in its side. A gurgled discharge of air announced the motion of a horse as it dragged its hind legs with jerking movements. Its head slowly lifted to show its rotted lips. Its mouth opened, tearing the last bit of flesh holding its cheek together, and wheezed out the mockery of a whinny.

The man’s heart rebuked the defiance of nature he witnessed and found strength. With a shallow breath of air, he understood the liquid he laid in was oil. With hope, he turned his head towards a wagon at the edge of the pool with a smoldering torch bolted to it. He focused on the torch with his whole mind and despite his wounds he crawled toward a nearby crossbow and loaded it. The wheezing of corpses rose in defiance as he aimed it at the torch. He smiled, knowing God would reward him for cleansing the world of such evil, and shot at the torch, spraying sparks across the ground. 

The battlefield burned for days, leaving the corpses as nothing but dark stains on the earth.

September 1st: A Message from the Government

In response to recent events, NATO and its partners have voted to outlaw the research and production of any medication or treatment that aids in rapid cellular regeneration. While no retaliation is expected, any country or independent territory that does not adopt this law will be considered an enemy of all NATO allies.

The World Health Organization (WHO) agrees that while cellular regeneration has been shown to have promising results in curing a majority of illnesses, including cancer, dementia, and any bodily injury without the need for hospital treatment, it does not justify the significant loss of life that could result. “We were on the brink of having the last drug we would ever need; a true magic bullet.” Theodore White, a spokesperson for WHO wrote, “But WHO is supposed to focus on preserving life, so we believe we should take any measure necessary to keep this from happening again. And if something like this did happen again, I don’t believe anyone could stop it.” (World Health Organization, 2026)

The United States will also be granted temporary immunity from all foreign conflict until August 2028 for recovery after the CBRN Incident known as the Bernard Holcomb event. All CBRN hazards have been neutralized but have since been added to a high-priority watchlist.

We understand that everyone is anxious, but we would encourage everyone to look ahead toward a long age of recovery. This is a time when we can come together for a long-awaited period of peace and rest.

“And the God of all grace, who called you unto his eternal glory in Christ, after that ye have suffered a little while, shall himself perfect, establish, strengthen you.”

– 1 Peter 5:10

February 25th: The Door

I don’t write poems often, especially ones that rhyme, so I thought I’d get a little practice in. I hope you like it.


The Door

I hope you don’t resent me after I chose to go through

Things have been hard, living after the chaos grew

When the things we knew became strange and uncertain

When we found the door, it was a chance to pull back the curtain

To find the truth, see the other side

After multitudes of us had died

I don’t regret what I did

Even after you saw me and hid 

I am my true self now, You can’t deny it

You kept us away by the fear you emit

The door is the answer but you said we were done

Now I’m changed, now everything is fun

I no longer walk but I slither and dash

All who threaten me I come to thrash

What my face has become is beautiful and horrid 

My old form is now stretched and distorted

Strangely, it feels like I am now what I’m meant to be

My soul is brought to the surface like foam in the sea

All who are still afraid and shaken to the core

Who still fight like we had before

Whose lives seem like just a bore

Remember that it all started with the door

December 13th: Rise of the Lacertilians

Rise of the Lacertilians

The creature came into consciousness while it moved, darting past trees and leaping over streams. Instinct had led it from the second it arrived in this world and now the only thing driving it was hunger and fear. It sensed others of its kind stalking in the trees around it. The creature acknowledged them but did not attack them or try to communicate with them. Its amber eyes darted back and forth, searching for prey. It used its thick claws to push itself through the trees faster, embedding its claws deep into the wood and wrenching them back. Its eyes dilated in excitement as it saw a building appear behind the trees. It charged faster, slamming its thick leather feet against the forest floor. When it pushed through the last row of trees, the creature found itself in the middle of a suburban neighborhood filled with screams and fire. It turned and charged into the wood fence of one of the properties, cutting it down with sharp claws. It wedged its claws into the side of the house and climbed into the broken window. The glass scraped against its thick hide but could not cut into it. The creature stalked over the hardwood floor, clacking its claws against it. It could smell meat. It hunted throughout the house, tearing down doors and tossing beds onto their sides. It followed the smell until it heard the sound of something falling in the kitchen below. The creature charged down the stairs to the front door where random furniture was piled to make a barricade. It stalked closer to the ground listening. Breathing. It heard a volley of short, panicked breaths. The fear hung like a vapor in the kitchen. The creature crawled up to the kitchen’s island, where the breathing was louder. The human leaped up from behind it and the creature briefly sensed a shotgun being aimed at its face before an instinct took over, forcing it to open its jaw and spray liquid from a gland in its mouth. The spray covered the human in a thick cloud before igniting and engulfing it in flames. The creature feasted on its charred flesh as it burned, instinctively knowing that its skin would be unfazed by the flames.

The creature dragged the corpse out of the burning house and continued eating. The flesh was delicious. The creature felt energy wash over it and strength fill its muscles and clarity came to its mind. The meat was addicting, but the creature left a portion of the corpse untouched. It didn’t know why, but it felt it was necessary, vital even. The creature took the corpse to a shed deeper in the neighborhood, where hordes of its kind swarmed. The creature felt instinctively drawn to the shed and it was filled with meat like the corpse it carried. It tossed the body in and closed the door. 

With the creature’s newfound clarity, it looked around at the chaos surrounding it. It saw a group of humans with guns gathering together and barricading a group of houses. A couple of its kind tried to attack them but got shot down immediately. The creature remembered the taste and power of meat and desperately wanted in the barricade. It called out to the creatures around it and they turned their attention to it, instinctively drawn to the sound. The creature gestured to the barricade and charged forward. It heard the others of its kind swarm behind it. The creature felt power in the crowd and became excited. The humans fired down on them from behind a makeshift wall made from an overturned flatbed trailer. The creatures thundered against it, climbing it before getting shot at the top. They tried to move around it but it was wedged tightly between two buildings. The creature grew angry and sprayed more of the flammable liquid onto the wall. The flames climbed up quickly and the wood became blackened. The wood became weak enough that they were able to break through. The humans backed away quickly and continued to shoot, but the creatures were too numerous. At this point, more creatures were starting to break through all around the barricaded area.

The rest of the battle was short-lived, the humans were quickly outnumbered and killed. However, many of the creatures had been killed as well. As the fires were contained, the creatures ate and dragged off the remains to the shed. Even the bodies of the fallen creatures were eaten and stored.

Afterward, the others gathered around the creature who led the attack and looked at it expectantly. It understood that this was important and accepted it. It decided to see what the humans were guarding and found a large library. The creature thought it was a peculiar building but understood its importance as it looked at the small letters printed in each book. It did not know what they were but understood that they contained information, and that was vital.

The creature went back out to the expectant crowd. It picked up a bent signpost and wedged it into the handle of the library doors and clicked at them. The creature didn’t have any language, but the click was an indicator that communication was being attempted. The others understood and began to barricade and guard the library. The creature went back to the shed. It could see that many humans made it out of the area the creatures controlled and were making a new wall. The creature thought that was okay, they didn’t have enough numbers to take all of them and after the recent victory, the humans wouldn’t be making any attacks anytime soon. The creature opened the shed, where piles of meat lay, and began to eat. It understood that the food was for it now.

 It ate all that was in the shed, gnawing down even the bones. The meat gave it more energy than ever. Now, it was stronger, faster, tougher, and smarter than it ever had been. It even felt taller, too. When It left the shed, the creatures looked at it with strong respect. The creatures would do whatever it could ask now.

The creature ordered that the meat would now be put in a small brick building near the library and the area around it would be barricaded again. The creature knew there could be more threats other than the humans, so being prepared was vital. It looked at the library with purpose. It was knowledge that allowed them to win the battle, so it would be knowledge that would make them stronger. From then on, the creature would stay in the library, deciphering the humans’ texts and gaining strength. One day, they would conquer the humans with newfound strength. 

Eventually, they grew into a small kingdom, expanding the border closer to the human’s village. The humans retaliated sooner than the King expected, so the border did not advance much further. He began sending out hunting parties into the forest where they brought back deer carcasses that were fat and sweet. However, some parties were attacked by strange monsters and some came under unusual illnesses. Some never came back at all.

 Eventually, they were able to find an entrance into the human camp where they could go undetected. He remembered when a hunting party came back with some human tools. This was a golden opportunity, but the King chose not to attack them yet because he was envious of the humans’ language. It made them far more efficient than the creatures. So, the king ordered a select group that was smaller and swifter than the rest and trained them to be stealthy and intelligent. He sent them out to observe the humans in hopes of understanding their language. They studied their mannerisms and extracted meaning from them. Eventually, they learned the meaning of certain words. Gun was the word they used for their weapons. They learned Guard was the verb for when something is protected. Eventually, some of the words were used in the creature’s village.

The King was proud of the progress, but he thought it was far too slow. So he made a risky decision. He ordered the group in charge of learning to kidnap one of them. It was a dangerous operation since the area they had access to was heavily guarded. But in their time of observing them, they had a good understanding of the humans’ routines. So it was easy to get one of them on their own.

All of the creatures came out of their dens when the human was dragged through the gates, kicking and screaming.

“Let go of me you damn Lacertilians,” He yelled, twisting in their grip as he was handed off to a couple of larger ones. “I’ll kill every last one of you.”

They didn’t react but watched him get dragged off into the King’s tent, which was draped onto the entrance of the library.

The man fell onto the concrete steps of the library. The iron grip of the Lacertilians was released and he was free, as long as he didn’t leave through the front. He looked up at the entrance of the library, he remembered going there after school with his friends to study, sometimes he would sneak into the fantasy section to get the next book of his favorite series. Now the entire entrance is torn down, making it into a pile of mangled aluminum and broken glass. Quietly, he walked up the steps and into the library, pulling out his knife and stalking down an aisle.

Many of the books were torn from the shelves and piled by the edge, whoever’s here is a very heavy reader. In the middle of the computer lab sat a pile of crude maps. The man carefully snuck up to one. He recognized much of the country, the Lacertilians seemed to have drawn rivers and mountains, even the human camp was marked in red. The man could tell it wasn’t ink or paint. There was a small dotted line going into the side of the camp. 

So that’s how the bastards got in. He thought. Then why haven’t they attacked?

He heard footsteps. They were large, heavy footsteps, like a giant wearing slippers. The man disappeared into the aisle and quickly snuck toward the back of the building. He caught sight of the exit and moved faster. He would return to camp and tell them everything about the other entrance. Finally, he would feel useful. With what sounded like a bark, the creature that he heard earlier charged toward him. He sprinted without so much as a glance back. He was almost at the exit when he was sideswiped by a thick tail. He hit the bookcase so hard that he saw spots. He felt his body get lifted and moved and the next time he could think clearly, he was back at the tent, staring at the largest Lacertilian he had ever seen.

The King was upset that he had been disturbed while he was studying. Without a spoken language, it’s hard to tell his hunters to notify him when the human was kidnapped. He had been eating for a while now and he was nearly ten feet tall. Any taller it would be hard for him to fit in the library. He kept his claws short so he could properly study. Most of his nutrients went toward his mind and his fire glands.

He did not grow any horns, many of his subjects loved making them as long as possible, but he thought the advantage was minimal. The only issue was that he was given less respect than if he had. Now he was staring at a small and frail human as it spoke.

“Why am I here?” The man yelled, “Why haven’t you killed me yet?” 

He looked up at the silent creature as it crouched on the glass shards. With a growl, it walked to a corner of the tent and tossed a fridge at him. It clattered at his feet and the doors fell open and a pile of candy bars, leftover pizza, and other food items. Some were spoiled.

“Food?” It said in a deep voice. The man could barely make out the word, but he understood. He didn’t want to trust it, but he hadn’t eaten his rations that day. Slowly, he picked a cup of dry ramen and began to eat. The Lacertilian nodded and pulled a deer leg from the same corner and chewed on it, studying the man with amber eyes.

“So now that I know you can speak, can you tell me why I’m here?” The man said.

It extended the leg, flinging chunks of flesh everywhere. “This?”

“Uh, no thank you.” He said.

It shook its head. “This?”

“Oh, that’s meat.” He said.

“Meat?” It said.

“Yes, meat.”

The creature nodded and continued to eat. The man understood then, he was taken to teach them English. No one knew if the Lacertilians had a spoken language and no one had seen them speak. But now it was clear that was the case. And now he’s in charge of teaching them how to communicate.

The man was pulled from his thoughts by the crunch of bone as the Lacertilian bit through the bone of the leg. That explains why no bodies had been recovered. He started on one of the snack bars. He needed to figure out if he wanted to escape or help teach them. If he escaped and told everyone about the other entrance, then they could seal it and keep the Lacertilians out. If he taught them, they would become stronger, but that could allow the humans to communicate with them too and potentially make a truce.

Either option was risky, but he decided that it would be better to teach them, because if they can speak, then they’ll be less like animals, they could be reasoned with. Even if he did manage to escape alive, closing the other entrance wouldn’t stop them and the humans wouldn’t be able to wipe them out completely. He nodded, satisfied by his decision, and stood up. 

The King ate contemplatively, considering this human. It could teach them, but to learn requires a visual reference. He had already tested this hypothesis and learned the word meat. This is good for learning nouns, but it would be harder to form sentences and words that are harder to show visually, like verbs.

Still, just knowing nouns is immensely powerful in communication. Now the human was standing, looking braver than usual. The King looked at it with curiosity.

“Fridge.” The man said, slapping it. 

“Food?” The Lacertilian said.

The man shook his head and tapped it again. “Fridge.”

The Lacertilian walked closer and picked it up, dumping the contents out and setting it to the side. It pointed at it “Fridge?”

“Yes, fridge.” the man said, nodding for clarity, then pointed at the pile of food. “Food.”

“Meat?” The Lacertilian said.

“No, food.” 

The Lacertilian walked over to the corner and, to the man’s disgust, pulled out a human arm, “Food?”

The man thought, how would he tell it that it’s both food and meat? He decided that he would tell them when they can understand more than one-syllable words. “No, meat.”

The king nodded, satisfied by the answer. He realized then that the human chose to teach him that time. Its cooperation was entirely unexpected but welcome. He grew suspicious, it seemed highly unlikely that a human would choose to help them gain power unless they had ulterior motives. He would watch it closely, but for now, he’d accept the cooperation.

The human pointed at itself. “Alex.”

The King narrowed his eyes in confusion and pointed at the man. “Human?”

“Human, yes, Alex, yes.” The human said, and the King thought for a moment and nodded. He understood that the man was both a human and Alex. Alex must have been a title. The King reached into a pile of books and pulled out a children’s book, holding it gently in his massive hands, and opened to a specific page. On it, a cartoon showed a king with a glittering crown standing above all his subjects, small arms outstretched.

“This?” The King asked, pointing at the page.

“King.” The man said.

He nodded and pointed at himself. “King.”

The King had difficulties accommodating the human called Alex. It seemed that the man was unable to eat raw meat like the rest of his subjects. The food he gave the man at first was mostly edible but much harder to find. He was almost about to give up when Alex tried to speak to him.

“Give.” He said, gesturing to the pile of meat in the corner. “Meat.”

“Meat, yes?” The King said pointing to one of the deer legs.

Alex nodded. “Yes.”

The King tossed it over to him, curious.

He fumbled with the leg, tearing whatever skin he could off. He used to hunt, but since the forest became filled with far more dangers than just bears and mountain lions, he preferred to just stick close to camp. But much of the skill remained, such as cleaning a carcass. He arranged a couple of sticks in a pile. He assumed they were remains from building the tent. He pulled out a flint striker from his pocket and began to spay sparks down at the wood.

The King stepped closer, intrigued. Humans didn’t have any kind of fire glands, so it seemed that they had to use rocks instead. He picked up a small branch and faced away from Alex, sprayed a small stream of fire at it, and tossed it in the small pile of wood.

“Thanks,” Alex said, leaning back as the flames lept up unexpectedly.

The King continued to watch as the human started to burn the meat. Causing it to drip in the fire. He thought about stopping him, but he thought it was unlikely that he would try to destroy their food supply in front of him.

Alex sat for a while until he was sure it was good to eat. He looked up at the King and took a bite out of it.

The King immediately understood. The man’s digestive system is too simple to process raw meat, so it had to be slightly burned. He made a mental note to set up his rations.

For the first week, Alex had to sleep on the ground in the tent, where it stank of raw meat. He tried to go into the library, but that made the King angry. It was clear that the library was sacred to them in some way. 

Maybe they were more intelligent than the Watch, the group set up by the deputy to protect the town, was willing to admit. And in teaching them English, he would be opening pandora’s box. But still, he knew it was the only way to stop them from killing more people.

Eventually, they gave him a house with crudely boarded-up windows and a bloodstain on the floor. It was the house that was the most intact and close to the library, so he could tell that they valued him greatly, but trusted him very little.

Sleeping there was just as difficult as sleeping in the tent, if not more. In the bedroom he slept in, there was a row of photographs lined up on the dresser. Photos of a happy family vacationing at various places across the world. Two parents and a little girl with a big smile stood on a beach. The same girl wrestled a fluffy dog on the green grass of their yard. A yard that was now covered in scorch marks. Their smiles haunted him and fed the shame he had in helping monsters.

He made the right choice, he told himself. He owed them to make a final decision. The only decision that could stop the killing. Still, the image of a happy, oblivious family coming to a violent and unexpected end kept his eyes wide open at night.

Instead of sleeping, he found the office in the house and started working on a method of teaching. It seemed that showing them objects and defining them worked the best, similar to how children would learn using flashcards. He wrote up a list of words he wanted to teach, specifically choosing ones that would increase communication without giving tactical advantages. Words like sun, dirt, house, and water were some of the only ones he could think of that couldn’t be used in some way.

Alex worked hard, forming lesson plans on paper lit by the light of a flashlight. Eventually, he seamlessly drifted to sleep, continuing to think of how he could teach from the ground up. Those dreams turned into nightmares of torture and oppression. He saw hundreds of humans being ruthlessly enslaved by supersized reptiles in a dark future. He saw them spread like wildfire across all of civilization.

He woke to the sound of heavy slamming at the front door. A million thoughts went through his head at once. Had they come to kill me? Was it the Watch here to save me? He quickly grabbed his notes and ran for the door and opened it. A large Lacertilian with horns glared down at him. Alex noticed that it held a rake in its hands. They were starting to learn how to use weapons.

The Lacertilian silently led him to the library. In the yard of one of the houses, a group of smaller ones chased a rabbit, caught it, and released it again. They would occasionally break out into a violently playful wrestling match. Alex’s amazement nearly stopped him in his tracks. They were playing. He could even tell that their game had some complexity by the fact that they would space themselves out from where the rabbit is released in an organized way. It seemed that their placement somewhat depended on which caught the rabbit last. 

Eventually, they noticed him and stopped the game, watching with curious eyes. Alex saw all of this as a good sign. If they were curious about humans, that means they want to learn more, and when they learn more, it’ll be easier for them to sympathize. However, the horrific warning from his dreams still hung in his mind.

The Lacertilian with the rake led him into the library, where the King kneeled by a table with several other horned Lacertilians. It growled a greeting and kneeled at an empty spot at the table as the King stood up.

“Alex.” He said, leading him away from the table. He shivered before following. It was terrifying to see such an inhuman creature call him by name. He briefly caught a glimpse of the table, which was piled with maps. 

The King led him to a small table in a secluded area and crouched. On the table sat piles of children’s books. With large, leathery hands, he opened the one on top and showed it to him. 

He pointed to the short line of large text at the bottom. “This?” He said.

“Those are words,” Alex said.

The King paused. “Teach words?”

Alex nodded, teaching them how to read would help them be able to empathize. He walked away from the table, turning back to see if the King would allow him to explore the library. His hulking form slowly stood up and followed him. 

Alex looked through the rows of bookshelves, trying to remember how the Dewey decimal system worked. Thankfully, he was able to find what he was looking for. Down one aisle by the floor, he found a thick textbook based on phonics. 

He looked through it briefly before closing it and taking it back to the kids’ section as the King looked down on him with curiosity. That book would be his lesson plan, he thought. Teaching would be a breeze with it.

Teaching the King was hard at first. Especially since he was having difficulties understanding that Alex needed him to repeat sounds for each letter. Eventually, he was able to sound out whole sentences after he read them to him. 

The King sat with him for most of the day, patiently listening to the sounds of each letter and connecting each word with an image on the page. Alex found it strangely funny, reading children’s stories to a ten-foot-tall lizard monster. 

Over the next few weeks, he spent most of his time teaching the King in the library. The others woke him up earlier and earlier each day. He started seeing them with more makeshift weapons and armor. He saw one wearing football pads and a helmet with the facemask torn out so its head could fit. The games the younger ones played got more sophisticated, and far more brutal. Luckily, they seemed to have become more comfortable around him. The one in charge of waking him up would slouch and lumber toward the library instead of escorting him. The younger ones wouldn’t so much as look up from their game as he passed as if he was just another one of them or the hunt of the day being brought into camp.

The King could almost carry a conversation by then, and his excitement was apparent.

“We hunt today.” He said, gesturing to a large pile of fresh meat. Alex was sure that he didn’t need to know that, It was clear the King said that just because he could. 

Because he was the only other one who could speak, the King grew closer to him. He found it strange, being able to relate to a monster. That’s when he knew his plan was starting to work. Even as the photos in his room continue to haunt him. 

Eventually, Alex started to see the King teach the other horned Lacertilians that frequented the map table much in the same way he had. He saw the words spread across the camp and soon even the younger ones were using some as they played. It was strange to see them speak and it made them seem oddly human. It also made him worried that his usefulness was going to expire.

He thought of plans to escape. It wouldn’t be hard to sneak out a window of his house, since it’s on the edge of the camp by the border wall, but it’s also on the side opposite from the rest of town. He would have to travel around the entire border to get back. He could go into the woods, but he couldn’t imagine the horrors that could lie there. Even if he somehow made it into the forest without being killed horribly by some bizarre entity, it wouldn’t take long for the Lacertilians to track him down.

No, there was only one way out. He would have to stick to his original plan and negotiate. On his walk to the library, he couldn’t help the thought of everything going horribly wrong.

When he opened the flap in the tent, the King stood in the entrance to the library, looking down at the book in his hands.

“Uh, King? Could I speak with you?” Alex said.

“You may call me Basileus now.” He said without looking up. “Basileus is my name.”

Alex was a little surprised by the sudden name change. “Why did you choose that name?”

Basileus closed the book and he could see that it was a Latin dictionary. “Humans use this old language to name creatures. Basileus means king. I will be the first of many kings.”

“Oh,” Alex said, thinking about how he was already learning other languages.

He walked deeper into the library and Alex followed. 

“You wanted to speak with me?” Basileus said, stopping behind a bookshelf away from the other horned Lacertilians.

“I want to make an offer.” He said. Thinking about how Basileus said that he would be the first of many. How he sounded like he would be the start of a long dynasty. He looked up at his large amber eyes, full of curiosity. “I would like to initiate a treaty between you and the humans.”

Basileus stood up straighter, looking larger than ever. 

“A treaty?” He said, tilting his head slightly.

“It’s an agreement where both sides choose to be peaceful under certain conditions.” He said, seeing a hint of anger in Basileus’s face as he blinked with his inner eyelids.

“I’ve had many hunting parties shot down by your humans. They use their guns on us whenever we get close to their walls.” It was clear he was trying to hold his anger back, “Our hunting parties are fewer. There isn’t enough meat to go around.” He stepped closer to Alex, glaring down at him “I have been forced to cannibalize the weaker ones many times.” He calmed himself slightly. “Humans deserve no peace.”

Alex was shocked, somehow he did not realize how much the humans have retaliated. He couldn’t think of what to say to that, he even felt himself sympathizing with them. He was suddenly reminded of the owners of the house he stayed in, how they were an ordinary family before everything happened. He had to make this work.

“But if we make a treaty, we could stop them from shooting you,” Alex said softly. “We could even share food with you.”

“They won’t keep their word.” He spat. “They only shoot.”

“They shoot because they’re scared,” Alex said. “Trust me, I know how they work. Once they see that you’re just as intelligent as they are, they’ll see you as a potential ally, not a threat.”

Basileus closed his eyes for a long moment, fighting back his anger.

“I have been planning this fight for a long time.” He said. “Even if I agree to this, my soldiers will want blood.”

“Then direct their anger somewhere else,” Alex said, thinking about everything the Watch has to deal with. “There are many things in the forest that are even more threatening than you or the humans.”

“And why,” He said. “Do the humans deserve peace more than them?”

“Because we only kill if we have to,” Alex said. “I’ve seen things in the forest that kill as if it’s as normal as breathing. The humans think you’re one of those creatures, but since I’ve been here, I can see that you’re anything but. I’ve even seen your children play just like ours do.”

The king sighed and stood silent for a moment, “Fine, I’ll try to convince my people to do it, but it will be hard to keep the peace.” He started to walk down the aisle. “And if your people go back on their word, there will be no peace.”

“That’s the nature of a treaty,” Alex said, trying to contain his relief.

Over the next few days, the war planning continued, and Basileus started to gradually introduce the idea of a treaty to the rest of the horned Lacertilians. Alex noticed how strategic he was about it, how he would tell a trusted member to spread rumors to the others and keep the conversations about it in private until enough were curious about it. Some pushed back from the beginning with a burning hatred of humans. He told Alex that this group would likely keep resisting until the end, they’d just have to change enough of their minds so they wouldn’t have enough influence to affect the decision.

“When I became king.” He said. “My people chose me to be king because I was smarter than the rest. But some others thought they should be king, so they gained their own followers.” He said spitefully. “They’ll always cave to the majority. They are not brave enough to make their own kingdom.”

A few days later, they had a trial to decide whether or not to attack the humans. They set up several chairs in an open area of the library in the shape of a semicircle, all facing a large, torn-up loveseat, where Basileus sat. Alex sat in a small kid’s chair next to him with his knees almost touching his chin.

Once all were seated, Basileus nodded. “It’s time to decide, will we conquer the humans or make peace with them?”

“King Basileus, we’re wasting our time.” One of the horned lacertilians said, wearing crude armor made of animal bones and wood. “The entrance to the human camp won’t be open forever. If they find out where it is, they won’t want a treaty.”

“Agree, King.” A large one next to him said quickly. “Must strike now.”

“But we don’t know what the humans are capable of if we provoke them.” Another on a different table said. “It’ll be safer if we make a treaty.”

The armored one cackled. “We know exactly what they’re capable of, Robert, their weak bones and squealing won’t stop us. If they could kill us they would’ve already.”

“Let’s look at this strategically,” A scarred one said. “They have guns. We have a secret entrance. What if they’ve known about the entrance for months? Maybe they wait for us.”

“Maybe we should ask the human over there.” The armored one said, looking right at Alex. “he’s taught us a lot so far. King Basileus, have you considered squeezing the truth out of him? He could tell us everything we need to know if we make him fear.”

The rest of the group looked at him differently, with less curiosity and more opportunity.

“If we torture him, we lose the possibility of a treaty,” Basileus said.

The armored one shrugged. “That’s a risk we’ll be willing to make right? How dangerous could they be? Do you remember how we slaughtered them on the first night?”

“They were more vulnerable then.” The scarred one said. “Humans are known to adapt quickly.”

“They are quite dangerous when they hit our hunting parties.” The one called Robert said. “Especially with their guns.”

“Which is why we should attack soon.” The armored one said. “If we hit fast enough and hard enough, we can cripple them before they can organize themselves.”

“We should let the human speak.” The scarred one said, nodding to Alex. “I want to hear his perspective.”

“Very well,” Basileus said and gestured to Alex. “You may speak now.”

“As many of you know,” Alex said, standing up. “I’ve been with you a long time now, and I’ve learned just as much from you as you learned from me. I can tell you that the other humans don’t know about you as much as I do. To them, you’re the same as any other monster from the forest. I think they’ve been trying to ignore you as much as possible.” He saw some of them exchange surprised looks, “But instead of gauging how dangerous they are, you should look at how helpful they could be as allies. They attack you because they’re like any other creature, they adapt to things they’re scared of. But if you show them how you can be peaceful, they’ll respect you, and see you as a potential ally and not a threat. Humans are normally a peaceful race, but they turn distrustful when they’re threatened.”

Alex sat down and the court remained silent for a moment. 

“That’s a very compelling point,” The scarred one said, “And it got me thinking, on the first night, we slaughtered the humans because we didn’t know anything and we were scared.” He looked at the armored one. “And we’ve been blaming the humans for all the problems we have, but can you imagine the fear and pain the humans must feel from that massacre? At this point, I think we’ve killed far more of them compared to what they’ve done.”

“But Maps? So many maps!” The big one blurted out.

“What he means to say.” The armored one said after seeing the looks of confusion from the court, “We’ve been planning this raid for months. Do we want to throw it away?”

“We could still use them,” Robert said. “If the humans refuse our treaty.”

The armored one sank lower into his chair.

“Any objections?” Basileus said and let the silence hang for a moment, then nodded. “We’ll let Alex speak with the humans to set up a meeting.”

“911 what’s your emergency?” It was the first time he heard the voice of another human being in almost three months.

After taking it in a moment, he responded. “Who is this?”

“This is deputy Cain.” The voice said. “Are you in a safe position?”

“Yes sir,” Alex said. “You aren’t gonna believe where I’ve been.”

“What are you talking about?” He could imagine him leaning closer to the phone on his desk.

“You know those lizard creatures that attacked the south part of town?”

“Yes, we call them the Lacertilians.” Deputy Cain said. “Have you been taken by them?”

“I have.” He said. “I’ve been with them for several months now and I’ve taught them English.” He looked up at Basileus, who nodded. “And they would like to make a treaty.”

The line went silent for a while. Alex wondered for a moment if he had hung up.

“Well shit, that changes my plans for today.”

September 15th: The Dark Material, Part II

Hello! this is a continuation of an older story, if you haven’t read it, check it out here.

This was pretty fun to write, but it was still a big challenge for me since I had to keep making sure I knew what the main character’s vocabulary is. I’m hoping to add more to this story in the future. Anyway, I hope you enjoy.

The Dark Material, Part II

I understand now, the dark material is an indicator of suffering and death.

I took the small being out of its hole and laid it on a lump of material in an opening in the forest. It never moved, even when I waited long enough to see the colors of the forest go dark and indistinguishable. 

Forest. How do I know that word? A forest is a collection of trees. I looked up at the tall, dark columns that spread out into the sky. These are trees. I recalled my first moments in this world. Just then, I was a much simpler being. I must be learning about this world, and quickly so. 

The dark material on the small creature’s body had dried and I became aware of unpleasant fumes coming from it. Why does learning have to be so painful? I focused on the dark material and I tried to learn it. Immediately, the word appeared in my mind: Blood. Despite the grim nature of the knowledge, acquiring it gave me a rush of excitement. Suddenly, the world I was lost in became far less scary. I learned about the being, it was called a bird, and it was classified as an animal. Animals were multicellular beings made up of flesh. The trees were plants, unmoving things that build up from the ground, using nothing but the air and sunlight to gain extreme amounts of mass. Bits of information came to me like memories.

I learned so much in a short amount of time, but some questions remained unanswered. What am I? And what happened when I was at the infected strip of earth with those upright animals? I knew I needed to find out.

Before I went back to that spot, I picked the bird up and brought it back to the tree I first emerged from, and set it in its hollow center. I don’t know why I did that, but strangely, it felt like the action relieved a part of my guilt.

With my newfound knowledge, I had the courage to go back to that spot at the infection to learn what happened. When I arrived, I found the whole area outlined by a long strip of yellow material, and small orange structures were placed evenly around the hulking corpse of the creature I killed. I watched for a while, not knowing what to do next. I tried learning about it, but nothing came to me. 

I settled for a little longer, and eventually, another one of its kind rolled by. I followed it again this time, curious about where it had to go in such a hurry.

I was amazed by the endurance of the creature, it never seemed to lose its pace or weaken even as time went by. It was most unnatural.

I moved closer to it to learn more when I realized that parts of its hard shell were slightly translucent. The beast didn’t seem to notice when I slid up next to it and peered through its sleek shell. Inside I saw an upright creature, staring passively ahead. The upright creature didn’t seem to be harmed in any way even though it was in the belly of another creature. I thought it must be some sort of symbiotic relationship. 

I continued to follow the beast until the path of the infection curved into a valley that seemed to house strange shapes that stood much taller than the trees. It was breathtaking in a way, and fear made it hard to continue, but I kept following because I needed to learn more about these strange animals. The yearning for knowledge was almost as unbearable as the fear.

As the beast coasted down toward the valley, I could see multi-colored swarms of its kind clustered around the base of each gigantic pillar. They seemed to crowd in the middle between the pillars while droves of upright creatures moved about at the edge. I was puzzled by it, one of the three entities in this valley is superior, but which would it be? I went up to touch one of the large structures. It was dense and hard, just like the infection and the beasts. Parts of it were smooth and translucent, revealing dozens of upright creatures moving about.

I observed the valley for a while and tracked the movements of the upright creatures. I saw one of them move from one of the pillars to a beast on the bottom, which blinked enthusiastically as soon as it saw the upright creature. The beast then took it over to another, shorter pillar that the creature would disappear into for a time before moving to another.

Eventually, I decided that the pillars are superior and the upright creatures are the lowest in power because they move the most. A being that does not move must have power over others. All the work from the upright creatures seemed to be put into the pillars.

I started exploring for a time, following the route of every being, speculating about the functions of their efforts. Eventually, I found that the upright creatures created sounds with their throats. I would watch as they stared at each other making a series of sounds, varying in pitch and volume.

I learned that this action means Communication and I found it fascinating. They rarely did it while they moved from pillar to pillar, but inside some of the pillars, they would communicate regularly. Sometimes they did it quickly and excitedly, and sometimes they did it in a slow and somber way.

I was so intrigued by communication that I spent a long time in that valley and studied, learning every subtle action they used and what it meant. Eventually, I learned about English and before long, I could make out many words. 

I continued to explore the valley until one time I entered a short pillar and saw an upright being that I recognized. It was unmistakable, it was the same being I saved from the beast long ago. I silenced myself and listened to it communicate to another being.

“Let’s talk about what happened last week.” The other upright creature said.

“What about it?” The creature I recognized said.

“The car crash. Tell me how it happened, what you were doing, and how you reacted.” The other said.

The one I recognized moved uneasily. “Well I don’t think I remember very well, but I was running with my dog and this car started coming up behind me so I started to move over to the shoulder. Suddenly I heard this loud crash and I turned around to see the car on its side.” It said. “It must’ve hit a rock or something.”

“Did you see anything else that might have caused the wreck?”

“No, the rock’s the only thing I can think of that would’ve done that.”

“The car was totaled, found on its side on the other side of the road.”

“Well, what do you want me to say?” The one I recognized said. Its face turned a darker shade. “I don’t know what happened, so stop asking me.”

“Calm down, Monica.” The other said. “We’re just trying to figure out what happened.”

“Well, what do you think happened?”

“Well,” The other said, adjusting its position on the object it was resting on. “Maybe there was another car involved in the wreck, but your mind blocked it out because someone you cared about was in it and was hurt in the accident.”

The one I recognized shook its head. “No, the only person in this city is my sister and she hasn’t driven in weeks.”

“Well there must’ve been another car, maybe it wasn’t someone you cared about but your brain had to block it out for a reason.”

“I guess.” The one I recognized said tiredly before pushing itself upright again. “Anyway, I have to go to work soon. Thanks for this session, by the way.”

“Of course, see you next week.” The other said.

The one I recognized moved past me on its way out. For a moment it stopped and looked in my direction, squinting before continuing.

I thought long and hard about what I witnessed. There were so many words I didn’t know, but I still learned so much. Some words stood out to me and I desperately wanted to learn about them. Monica one of them said. It seemed out of place like the sentence would still make sense if it didn’t have that word. I’ve heard of words like this before, and they changed depending on who was communicating. Maybe it was some kind of title? A Name. The word popped into my mind. Monica was a name, the name of the one I recognized.

I followed Monica as she moved to another pillar that was crowded with dozens of upright creatures that would sit, holding steaming cylinders. Other upright creatures stood in a different part of the space, where they handed out more. They seemed to dress similarly. Monica greeted them before disappearing into another section of the pillar. She reappeared wearing the same outfit as the others.

She joined them and started producing cylinders. I watched as she poured various fluids into a cylinder before taking it over to a structure that seemed to squeal as she used it, spewing steam throughout the place. Then she took it away, added a few more things before passing it to another upright creature, who passed a small object to her. She took the object, touched it to another structure before handing it back. She repeated the process many times, doing it slightly differently each time. I found it strange that she was doing this, she didn’t seem to gain anything, aside from the small objects, things that she would promptly give back. Maybe she was doing it in exchange for shelter in the pillars?

I continued to watch her for a while as she worked, passively thinking about her reason for doing this. Suddenly, after she handed off another cylinder, I saw her eyes briefly focused on me. It was more of a shock than I would expect, but I realized it was the first time another being had looked directly at me. Her face showed curiosity, intelligence, and a small bit of fear. I was filled with excitement, if this being could see me, does that mean she could communicate to me too? I danced around the room in excitement, wondering at the possibilities, maybe I could interact with this world, even participate in it.

My thoughts were intruded by Monica’s screams, I looked down to see her huddled against the counter, shrouded in darkness. All of the upright creatures flooded out of the pillar, many of them were screaming too. The ground was covered in pieces of the pillar’s translucent shell. I knew I did it again, I did something bad. I had just made my first actual connection with another being in my life and I ruined it. I wanted to retreat back into the forest and return to the tree I was created from and rest for all eternity.

I soared out from the pillar, aiming for the forest but I stopped before I left the valley. I looked back on the domain of the pillars. I still wanted to learn more, but I was afraid. But I was no longer afraid for my own life, I was afraid for the lives of others. Beings like the bird in the forest and Monica. I realized that if I wanted to keep things from being hurt I’d have to learn more about myself instead of other beings.

I went into the forest to think. I know I’m not an animal, I’m not made of cells and I can move in ways that no other animal can. I can even move faster than the beasts the upright creatures travel in. I can still interact with the world, but other animals must not be able to see me well. Even Monica didn’t notice me until after she was well into her shift.

I thought about her some more. What had I done? I got excited and she’s terrified of me now. I damaged the pillar somehow and that drove her out. I looked back towards the valley. What if I can’t find her again? 

Sorrow filled my soul. I knew I should hide away and keep myself from hurting anything else, but thoughts of the pillars and the beasts and Monica made me want to go back and learn more. I should know better, I should be better and never touch anything ever again. 

Suddenly, something dropped from a nearby tree and landed next to me. I looked down. It was a bird, just like the one I killed long ago. It waddled across the ground and peeped helplessly. I could help it, I thought. It fell away from its home and it would die if I did nothing. Gingerly, I reached out and touched it. No blood emerged and the bird continued to peep. I carefully lifted it up and it stirred excitedly. Maybe it thought it was flying. I reached up into the tree where I found a small lump of soft material, several other birds screamed at me silently as I set it next to them. The other birds didn’t notice when they were reunited with their lost sibling but continued to leave their little mouths open.

They are such simple creatures, given just enough mental ability to survive. They barely seem to be able to process the information around them. A larger bird landed next to them and dropped bits of matter into their gaping mouths and they happily swallowed it all.

I was able to help one. I brought it back to its home without hurting it. Maybe that’s the solution, maybe I can learn to be gentle and not hurt things. Perhaps I can even help more beings like the helpless bird and Monica.

I thought about going back to the valley immediately, but I decided that I had to stay and teach myself and make sure that I could be gentle. I looked around the forest. I didn’t feel like practicing on a bird yet, so I picked up a piece of tree. It was denser than the bird but was still relatively soft. I squeezed it in my hands, making sure to not damage it. Gradually, I increased the pressure until I could feel the fibers inside it split and tear. I remembered the amount of pressure I used and I picked up a lump of material that was far denser. I squeezed gently until I reached the same pressure but strangely it didn’t seem to tear. It felt sturdy in my grasp so I kept squeezing harder until it suddenly burst apart, spraying shards everywhere. 

I came to the conclusion that harder materials take more force to break than soft ones. I spent a lot of time testing various objects in the forest, making sure I knew they were nonliving before touching them. Eventually, I knew so much about force and pressure that I could be confident that I could touch almost anything without breaking it.

With newfound hope, I headed back to the valley. As I darted from tree to tree I realised that no other animal could move as fast as I can without tiring. The thought made me more curious about myself, what sort of being am I? And why am I placed among animals?

My thoughts were interrupted by a great sound. I stopped immediately and looked around me. Parts of trees were raining down from above me and splinters were scattered across the ground. I realized that I must’ve hit a tree and destroyed it. I looked at myself, trees are fairly dense, yet I felt nothing when I hit it, most animals would have been destroyed long before damaging the tree.

I continued along, making sure to be well above the forest as I went. Gradually, the pillars came into view and I started searching for Monica. I started looking at the pillar where she handed out cylinders, which was now surrounded by the thin yellow material and its translucent shell was replaced by a thin layer of translucent skin. I assumed it must’ve been some kind of healing process.

The section of the pillar was completely empty, so I continued searching elsewhere. Just when I was worried I had lost her, I peered into a nearby pillar to see her sitting next to a slab of dense material where she scooped a clump of soft material out of a curved object. She proceeded to consume the soft material, staring forward impassively. I carefully slipped through the shell of the pillar and watched her more closely. She didn’t seem to notice and continued to eat. She pulled a small object out and looked at it as it projected light onto her face. She seemed totally engrossed in the object so I started to move around the space. In one section there was a large slab of soft material. I wondered if it was more food, but I figured that would be an odd way to store it. In the section where she sat, there was a counter with various structures sitting on top, similar to the place she worked at. In another, smaller section there were several large, curved objects, one of which was filled with a clear fluid. When I was done exploring, I quickly returned to Monica, afraid I missed some different behavior. She was no longer eating, but was staring fully at her little object. Suddenly, almost unconsciously, she picked up the object she was eating out of and took it over to the counter. She used one of the structures to clean out the inside of the object with more of the clear fluid. She was close to me now, and I stood still in fear of alarming her, so quickly and silently I moved past her.

She looked up suddenly and looked around the room, her eyes briefly settled on me before returning back to what she was doing. The moment made me excited and terrified all at the same time.

Eventually she left her section of the pillar and went down to its feet. She picked out another small object and one of the beasts flashed at her. She quickly slipped underneath its shell and the beast charged away.

I tailed it until it reached a wide, flat pillar. I followed her inside. On her way in she grabbed a structure made of thin, dense material and pushed it along the ground. Inside, there were many rows of walls packed with bits of material, varying in size, shape, and density. She casually dropped each bit into the object she pushed. She seemed to weave in and out each row, carefully selecting each object, choosing some over others, putting some back. I found it odd, if she was trying to collect the material, why didn’t she just take as much as she wanted? There seemed to be plenty.

I saw another upright creature picking material from the wall across from Monica. I understood, they were all sharing the material. But it still made me wonder how they keep one being from taking too much. I moved in front of Monica and looked at the material the object was wrapped in. Her language was written on it, a series of symbols I could not yet understand.

Suddenly I heard a large crash, I looked over to see Monica standing in a pool of liquid. It looked like she just dropped one of the harder objects, which had shattered. She was looking directly at me, making me feel like I’d melt at any second. I looked down again, maybe she dropped the object in an effort to communicate with me? She remained still, staring. I knew I had to respond somehow, so I dropped the object I was holding.

“Mam? Mam are you all right?” Another upright creature said, rushing toward her. I stepped back so I wouldn’t interfere.

“Huh? Oh yeah, I just…” She said, briefly tearing her eyes away before returning to the spot I stood before. “It’s been a long day, I’m sorry I broke the wine bottle, I’ll pay for it all.”

“No, no, it’s quite alright, let me help clean it up.” He said, looking down at the pool of liquid. He went down the aisle and came back with a stick which had a bundle of soft material on the end. Monica pulled the object that carried her items out of the way and the other upright creature poured another liquid on top of the pool. The upright creature then used the soft side of the stick to soak up the liquid, smoothing it on the ground. “We’ll let it dry before we clean up the glass.”

“Gosh, I’m really sorry. I just haven’t gotten a lot of sleep lately.” Monica said, looking up at it for the first time. “Wait, I think I know you from somewhere.”

The upright creature looked back at her. “Yeah, didn’t I almost hit you?”

Her eyes widened. “Oh my god, I’m so sorry I didn’t recognise you. Roy, right? How have you been? Have you gotten a new car yet? I didn’t know you worked here.”

The creature named Roy smiled. I looked closer and realised that he was the upright creature that was inside the beast I killed. “No, I just got a bike for the time being.”

“Really? I’m so sorry.” She said, “Well if you ever need a ride, let me know.”

He shrugged. “Nah, it’s good exercise anyway.” 

After a while he left with the cleaning items and came back with a similar object, but instead of having a bundle of soft material, it had several short, stiff sticks attached to the end. In his other hand he held an oddly shaped container. With the stick, he pushed the pieces of the object Monica dropped into the container. 

“You know,” He said, “Since I’ve been taking the bike route, I found a cute little restaurant nearby and I thought it would be cool to check out. Would you want to come?”

She smiled at him. “Yeah, that would be nice.”

“Good, this Friday then?” He said.

She bobbed her head. “Sure.”

Roy left with the container and she continued pushing her items.

I suddenly felt weak from trying to process everything that happened, so I quickly left the pillar and went back to the forest.

For some reason, the forest seemed to help rest my mind. I felt like I could understand it. The forest has simple rules, simple creatures, and I don’t have to understand much of it. It always feels familiar. The valley, however, carries strange and complex beings that behave so differently compared to everything else. I feel the need to understand but the more I learn, the more complex it gets. I settled for a while, thinking of the conversation and the strange words they used. I could tell that Monica recognised Roy from the incident and that wanted to learn about each other, but most of the specifics were lost.

Eventually, I regained the energy to return to the valley. I found Monica in the same room where I first heard her communicate. Again, she was sitting across from the other upright creature.

“I’m surprised to see that you chose to meet again so soon, did something happen?” It said, holding a flat, dense object.

“Sorta,” Monica said, wrapping her fingers together. “And I’m afraid of what it might mean.”

“What do you mean?” The other being said. “Tell me everything.”

“Well, I just got back from the store,” She said, “and I was pushing my cart through the wine section and just in front of me I saw one of the chip bags floating.”

The other being’s eyes widened.

“And the other day at the coffee shop I saw this blur.” She shook her head. “It looked like a brushstroke or something, right before the power surge shattered the windows.”

“So, what do you think it could be?” The other being said.

“Well,” she said, leaning forward. “You know, my family has had a history with schizophrenia so I was wondering…”

“You think you’re developing symptoms.” The other said.

She stopped for a moment, it looked almost like she wasn’t moving at all. “Yes.”

The other being remained stiff. “It’s certainly possible.” It said, “But it still could be a number of other things.”

Monica looked up again. “Really?”

“Yes, for example, you said you haven’t been getting a lot of sleep lately.” It said, “And sleep deprivation can definitely cause hallucinations.”

Monica sighed. “Thank you, I’ll try to get more sleep.”

The other nodded. “Yes, and let me know if you have any more hallucinations.”

I followed Monica as she left the pillar.

She moved along by the feet of the pillar and I trailed behind, slightly bored. She squeezed through a swarm of upright beings, and I slipped past them with ease. I looked at the one walking next to me, watching how it would kick a leg out and shift its weight over it. I matched its step and I swung my arms as it did. I followed her, pretending I was one of the upright creatures.

Suddenly, Monica stopped in front of a patch of black ground and I bumped into her. I panicked, did I hurt her again? Like I did when I ran into the tree?

“Sorry,” She said, glancing back at me. I was astounded and energized. She communicated to me. I felt almost as if I were an upright creature just like her. I looked down and saw that I was wearing the furs of an upright creature. Pale, hairy hands stood in the place of my own.

She crossed the black ground and I pushed through the hoard, desperate to get to her. This was my chance to communicate with her as one of her own. I touched her shoulder as she turned towards a gap between the pillars. She turned and looked directly at me.

“Yes?” she said, “Can I help you?”

I opened my mouth to speak, just before gagging. I knew most of her language, but I never learned how to actually use it.

Her face turned sour and she pushed my hand off, causing me to fall to the ground.  

“Sorry,” She said, “Not interested, creep.”

I felt my form of the upright creature melt away as she walked down the gap.

Creep, she had said. That was a word I didn’t know, but I knew I didn’t like it. Strangely, it felt painful. Maybe I was sick?

I trailed behind her as she went through the gap of small, misshapen pillars. She stopped by a dense structure that had a thick layer of skin hung taut above it. Behind the structure, an upright creature offered her a long piece of soft material. 

“Thank you.” She said, handing a piece of thin material to it. She continued, eating the soft material as she went. She passed another upright creature with long white hair, sitting by the entrance to a small pillar.

“Miss.” It said, looking up quickly. Monica continued on without acknowledging it. “It’s not a hallucination.”

She stopped suddenly and turned to the white haired one. “What did you say?”

The white haired one stood up and entered the pillar. “Come.”

Monica followed it into the pillar. I caught a glimpse of a string of glowing letters placed on the side of the pillar which read: “Palm Readings.”

“Sit, sit,” The white haired one said once we were inside the strangely scented room and pointed to a lump of soft material. It sat down on its own and waited for her to sit.

“So?” She said, “What did you want to say?”

The white haired one gestured to a small container between them. 

Monica sighed and dropped a handful of small dense pieces in it.

“You made a good choice.” The white haired one said. “Very few psychics are legit these days.”

“Get on with it.” She said.

“What you have been experiencing,” It said, “It’s not a series of hallucinations, it’s a creature.”

“A creature?” Monica said, “What do you mean?”

“Imagine if you were born as a ghost,” It said excitedly. “With no understanding of the world but a near infinite capacity to interact with it. It’s called a Vindur, and it’s what happens when intelligence wills itself into existence. It’s very rare to encounter them, and it’s even rarer to meet them regularly.”

Monica leaned forward. I could barely understand them, but I knew it was important. “There was a car accident I was a part of a week ago. I saw a car get totaled without hitting anything.”

THe white haired one nodded. “Vindur are very powerful.”

“How do you know all this?”

“I’m a psychic,” It said, “I sensed it when you walked past me on the street. In fact, I sense it in this room right now.”

Monica looked around, fear in her eyes. “Why is it following me?”

It shrugged, “It’s probably just curious. I think it likes you.”

“That’s weird.” She said, “What do I do about it?”

The white haired one shrugged again. “Don’t do anything that might trigger it.”

“What do you mean?” 

“They are very unpredictable,” It said, “and oftentimes they don’t know right from wrong or the consequences of violence. Luckily, this one seems fairly docile.”

Monica was silent, looking at her feet.

“Would you like to speak to it?” The long haired one said.

“What?” She said, looking up.

The long haired one smiled and pulled out a soft container and dumped out a pile of square pieces. Each piece had a letter on it. “Communicating to a human for the first time can be an emotional experience for a Vindur, so we’ll take it slow. And try not to look directly at it when it becomes visible.”

“I don’t know if I want to do this. What if it hurts me?” She said.

“The only way you can keep it from hurting you, is to teach it.”

Monica sighed. “Okay, if you say so.”

“Good.” The white haired one said. “Now ask it a question, even a simple one.”

“What is your name?” She asked loudly. I watched the pieces in front of me. They stood still. I wondered if the being they were trying to communicate with was going to say something or not. I couldn’t see any other being in the room.

“It must be shy.” The white haired one said. “Try to remind it of one of the times you met.”

“Okay,” She said, “Do you remember when I saw you at the coffee shop, right before the windows shattered?”

I listened to her, and the event she was recounting sounded familiar. Her seeing me, something shattering. Like at the pillar where she handed out cylinders. I suddenly made the connection. She was talking to me again. The creature they were talking about was me. Excitement filled me again. I rushed to the lettered pieces, but my speed made them scatter onto the ground. Monica screamed.

“It’s okay, It’s okay.” The other said, picking up the pieces. ”It just got a little excited.”

As it picked up the pieces, I gently picked up my own. Enough to form a word. I looked over at Monica, who stared at me in the same way she did when she dropped that container that broke. Slowly and carefully, I set the letters down in front of her and spelled out I remember. 

Both of them stared at the letters. 

“It’s- it’s nice to meet you.” She said, extending a hand “My name’s Monica.”

“Monica.” The white haired one said with warning and fear on the edge of her voice.

I had seen the upright creatures grab hands on numerous occasions and I understood its meaning, so I was confused by the white haired one’s reaction. Maybe it was afraid I would hurt her. So, as gently as I could manage, I reached out and grabbed her hand. She reacted immediately, breathing quickly, but I saw no blood, so I knew she was unharmed.I knew I needed to learn more, and now that I can communicate, I can learn better and safer. Monica would be my guide, So I arranged the letters to say: Teach me.

February 12: The Empty Place

I’m back! And this time I have another weird story for you. It’s based on the prompt “Out of your element.” So naturally, I thought of the concept of a fish out of water and I ran with it. It’s similar to my other story called “The Dark Material” so if you like this, you can check that one out too. Also, I got the prompt above from a writing club I recently joined, so hopefully, this means I can get back to a weekly posting schedule.

The Empty Place

The Empty Place is safe, the Empty Place is all I need. I’ve lived there my entire life, and never have I desired to leave it. I never wanted anything more than to hang in its darkness and watch the bright spots slowly drift and dance around each other. I loved the feel of its cold, gentle touch, holding me for eternity. But sometimes I could not help but wonder at the bright spots as they did their deadly dance. They were always so different, some were red, some were blue, and sometimes they grew as bright as I had ever seen them, only to wink out into the darkness sometime later. I wondered if they lived as I did, if they seemed to think and see like me.

 One day, I got my chance to meet one. I had noticed it long before, as a bright spot that seemed slightly bigger than the rest, but it was not white like the ones that would fade out. Gradually, it got larger and larger and my excitement grew. Was it coming to meet me? What sort of questions could I ask? My joy was cut short when a cloud of dust pattered against my skin. I’ve always hated dust, it stings when it hits me and it seemed to come so fast. One piece of dust was so large that I had no choice but to push myself out of its way.

 Luckily, just when I didn’t think I could bear it any longer, the cloud drifted past me and all of my attention went back to the bright spot. As I watched it, I became suddenly aware of a new sensation that was coming across my body. It was a slight stinging, similar to the way my skin felt after the dust whipped at it. I immediately understood the sensation as heat, and I hated it. Over time, as the stinging grew, the bright spot started to dance around me. I felt both ecstatic and fearful, was it trying to communicate with me? Or was it planning to harm me with its ever-present heat? My fears were soon realized when, after another unpleasant dust cloud drifted by, the spot began dancing around me faster and faster, glaring against my skin. I understood its true intention was to harm and so I did everything I could to escape its burning grasp. Gradually, I felt its pull grow fainter and the heat lessened. I felt relief come over me as I moved away from the bright spot. I wanted to go into the deepest part of the Empty Place, where there would be no bright spots or dust clouds and I could spend the rest of eternity in blissful peace. While I was lost in my thoughts, I didn’t notice that I had drifted closer to another bright spot. But this one was different, it was blue, but it was far too small and dim to be compared to any of the others I had seen. I tried to move away, I didn’t want to make the same mistake again, but the momentum was too strong and soon I was stuck in the same deadly dance. This time it was different, however, the blue spot did not release the same overbearing warmth as the other one, and this time I would not escape. It moved closer and closer until, despite its lack of size, it took up my entire field of view. The object that was once a spot of blue was now a swirling behemoth of blue, green and white. Suddenly, I was hit by what felt like a dust cloud, but it was far thicker. it whipped past me so hard that it began to burn my skin with heat that was almost as intense as the bright spot. As I plunged deeper into the material, the heat lessened but my agony was not relieved. I looked down at the approaching wall of blue, it was painful for my vision to be taken up with so much light without the relief of the darkness I loved so much. The blue came fast, and as I looked closer I saw that it formed this strange, shifting surface. I knew there was no dodging this time. I closed my eyes and saw the darkness I loved for one final moment. 

My mind couldn’t bear the pain that followed, so it seemed to blank out for a moment as my body sank deeper into the material. When I opened my eyes again, I was pleased to see more darkness, but my body was constricted by the dense material around me. I tried to move, but the weight of it kept me pinned to a thick, viscous surface. Above me, a faint, blue glow passed through the material. I stared at it, starting to imagine eternity there, stuck under a painful, suffocating liquid. For a long time, I stayed there watching the light slowly pulse. My view from where I was kept was unimpressive, I would occasionally see a strange, floating matter drift by, but for the most part, it was empty. One day, however, a small figure approached me. It was colorful, and it danced through the liquid. Its face was blank and soulless, but I could see that it was happy, or whatever primitive equivalent it could come to. I grew envious of it, how it would never feel curiosity and how it would never accidentally destroy its happiness because of it. Envy turned into homesickness and I stared up at the blue light. Homesickness turned into determination as I clawed my way up through the liquid and the light grew brighter. Determination turned into excitement as I broke the surface. I reached up toward the bright spot, but the pull of the blue brought me back down. I cried at the bright spot for cursing me to this fate as I struggled to stay above the surface. I looked around, a faint haze of green hung in the distance. I squinted. It was painfully hard to see in this world. I paddled my way toward it. Gradually, I saw the bottom below the liquid grow closer and closer and the green became clearer. Eventually, I was able to touch the bottom and stay above the liquid at the same time. I stared at the green. Maybe somewhere there I’ll find my way home? I used limbs I never had to use to lift myself up over the sand and through the green. I shook the remaining water off, hiked through the grove until I found a small hill. From it, I looked across the shifting ocean and felt its gentle spray. I sat down and picked a piece of grass and played with it, folding and tearing it. This place is terrible, I told myself. I hated it with all my mind, but somewhere, deep down, I knew something about it felt strangely… familiar.

November 9: Tears for Humanity

This story was written for my English class as part of my senior project on the topic of A.I. It’s somewhat inspired by The Time Machine by H.G. Wells. Hope you enjoy it.


Tears for Humanity

I couldn’t believe it. I had finally done it, after so many years. Years of studying, researching, and revising led me to this. At first, I didn’t think it would’ve been possible, but one idea led me to a cascade of research that brought me here. The idea was small at first, a faint spark that came through the usual wanderings of my mind, but it grew to a point where I had to address it, at first, I did my research as a way to disprove it so I could finally put it to rest. But to my surprise, I only found evidence supporting my idea. I worked furiously to fight against it but it only grew stronger until I had no choice but to work with it. Then the rest is history, as they say.

The machine stood in front of me, It may have looked magnificent to anyone else, but to me, it was the same machine I had worked on for most of my life; every bolt and wire was familiar to me. Many would call it a time machine, but I wouldn’t. To me, it was a transdimensional vehicle, the TDV. It doesn’t actually travel through time as others would think, it moves between different parallel universes that branch out from this one, giving the illusion of time travel.

I could never forget my first trip with the TDV, But it wasn’t a very lucky run. The second I arrived at the date, I saw nothing but the airless, rocky surface of a frozen mantle. It looked no different than the surface of Mars or the moon. But still, the experiment made me giddy with excitement, I had seen the future, a future. My theory at the time was that the Earth had been hit with a meteor or something, but I didn’t care to explore further. Exploring such a timeline would be far too expensive and dangerous.

I spent an exciting few years exploring the different futures the world could face. I wrote countless articles, books, and other documents outlining my experiences with the TDV. I quickly became more famous than any political figure or celebrity could imagine. I rocked the imaginations of nearly every person on the globe.

Then came the day I witnessed one of the most interesting futures I had ever seen. I walked through my massive hall, filled with the usual crowd of paparazzi and reporters, and up to the stage where my machine sat, polished and slightly refurbished, but still the same machine I made so long ago. I waved to the crowd one last time before stepping into the machine and sealing it shut. It took a moment to activate before I punched in the date and pulled the lever.

For the next few moments, I felt the familiar feeling of my molecules being stretched through spacetime and the equally familiar queasiness afterward. Despite the undesirable side effects, I’m surprised they aren’t worse. Interdimensional travel is highly unnatural, and you’d think it would take a toll on something as frail as the human body.

But I’m not complaining.

The rocking of the TDV finally settled down and I took the first look outside.

To my surprise, I saw blue skies and green fields. At that point, I realized that this trip was going to be a special one. Most of the trips I had taken featured some grim ending to humanity, and I knew that this would be the first major exception. 

I checked the TDV’s atmospheric data; It was a perfect blend of Nitrogen and Oxygen. Whatever lived in this future managed to completely undo any climate change in previous generations. In the atmosphere, at least. I examined a few more statistics before I got out my small duffel bag of luggage and opened the door. 

The pressure equalized with a quiet hiss as I stepped onto the grass. I looked around. I managed to land inside some kind of state park, which was strange because I should have landed in the same position that the TDV launched from. I stopped to seal the TDV with a biometric lock. I had been in some dangerous situations before, so I could never be too careful.

I walked around a small hill and found a narrow dirt path to follow. The park was almost perfectly maintained, even the edges of the path seemed to have been trimmed with unnatural precision. Even the pebbles in the dirt seemed to have been ground down so that none would be too sharp. As I strolled, I saw the city around the park start to take shape. By the time I reached the end of the park, I was surrounded by the vague but perfect impressions of the buildings I knew. They seemed to have been redesigned to be more ergonomic and accessible but with the original architecture in mind.

My attention shifted to the plaque that stood next to the path. It read: In Memory of Willard Palmer, A Scientist Who Believed in Us. I chuckled, I was mildly disappointed that all of my discoveries were remembered by only a park. I would have at least expected a museum or something, but I appreciated the simplicity of a park. I looked closer at the plaque, the quote didn’t make much sense either, almost as if it was randomly generated.

I looked back at the city. For all the time I had already spent there, I hadn’t seen a single person. There would’ve been at least triple the population by that time, and it was the middle of the day, so the likelihood that I would’ve seen someone by that time should’ve been very high.

My thoughts were interrupted by a motion in the distance. It was what looked like a drone, and its camera was pointed at me. I tensed, not sure if it was sent to destroy me or not.

“Welcome, Willard Palmer.” It said with an expressive voice. “I have arranged your stay, a vehicle is on its way to take you there.”

“How do you know my name?” I asked

“Your genetic signature is in our records.” It said. “And we expected your arrival from when you publicly announced your planned destination.”

“You made a park for me?” I said looking back at the plaque.

“Yes.” It said, hovering around to face me, “All prominent historical figures have a city park made for them by the Automated Historical Recognition Program.”

“Why a park?”

“Because a park is the most environmentally friendly.” It said, “and it’s less likely to be disapproved of.”

“Interesting,” I said, looking deeper into the park.

“Your ride is here.” It said, hovering over the sleek white car, “Thank you for choosing our services.”

The drone disappeared into a slot in the back of the car. As I got closer to the car, its doors opened, it was a self-driving car. 

As it drove me through the city, I watched a host of strange buildings go by, but still no people. The closest thing to a person I saw was a sign for what looked like a strip club. The lack of people made me uneasy. 

The car unexpectedly stopped by a tall building and the car’s doors swung open, “This is your stay, room number 130 on floor two, your genetic signature is already set to your room’s lock, thank you for choosing our services.”

The car drove off as soon as I stepped out and the doors of the motel opened up. As I entered the building, a robot behind the front desk perked up.

“Welcome!” It said, gesturing towards the elevator, “We have everything ready for you.”

“Thank you,” I said, I decided to ask some questions, “So how long have you been working here?”

The robot looked like it was thinking for a moment, “About 250 years.”

“Really?” I said, “who has kept you maintained for that long?”

“A system called the Automated Appliance Repair and Maintenance Program.” It said. “Over 6 billion devices worldwide are under their care.”

“Thank you,” I said, “I’ll probably have more questions later.”

The robot smiled. “Thank you for choosing our services.”

I left to go to my room, It was positioned on the street-facing side of the building for the best view and it was one of the largest suites in the building. I guess they were programmed to give every guest the best room available.

I set my bag onto the end of the bed. The room was in perfect condition, with a complete lack of dust. I looked around, the walls were completely bare, most motel rooms would have a painting or something, but not this one. 

A black rectangle on the far wall caught my eye, it was clearly some kind of screen. I tapped it and an interface lit up with details about the weather.

“Hello, I am your personal motel assistant.” A woman on the screen said. “I can help you order room service, display news events, and much more.”

“Show me the news,” I said.

The display changed to a list of articles, most reported changes in the various automated systems around the world, but still, no people.

“Show me the most recent criminal cases,” I said.

“The last report of criminal activity was over 200 years ago.” It said.

Whatever society this is, it also somehow managed to get rid of crime altogether, but that shouldn’t be possible.

I grew suspicious, “Show me the current global census.”

“The current global population is 1,” it said, “Updated today.”

My stomach grew sick. I thought I had finally found a future that didn’t spell some abrupt end to humanity. At least this one was better than most.

Suddenly I felt in danger. How did they all die? Did these machines kill them? I looked at the personal assistant, smiling blankly at me. No, not likely. Machines do exactly what you program them to do.

I got a headache. I needed to talk to someone, Someone who would be honest. Then I remembered the strip club I passed earlier that day. A robot prostitute would at least look human, and it would likely be honest too; with no sort of script to follow it would be the most honest robot ever made.

I told the assistant to order me a cab and I headed to the lobby. The front desk robot acknowledged me as I left the building. The cab pulled up as soon as I set foot on the sidewalk.

The moment I entered the strip club I was greeted by the robot equivalent to a pimp that excitedly introduced me to a whole lineup of “products” to help me narrow down what I wanted, down to eye color. Eventually, the pimp turned one of them on and let it introduce itself. 

“Hi, I’m Clara.” She said energetically, she was almost indistinguishable from human, except for her eyes, which were completely opaque and veinless.

“Well have a good night, my friend.” The pimpbot said. “Thank you for choosing our services.”

I took Clara back to the motel and she started kissing me as soon as we entered the room. 

“Let’s sit down and talk for a bit first,” I said, gesturing to the chairs by the window.

She seemed surprised, but shrugged, “Sure, I’d love to talk to the first human to be here in over 200 years.”

“So how exactly did this happen?” She asked as soon as we sat down. “I mean, I haven’t had a client in decades, and all of a sudden you show up.”

I chuckled, “time travel, but I’m supposed to be asking you questions.”

“Wow, really?” She said, ignoring my other comment.

“No, not really, but there’s no other way of explaining it,” I said. “But anyway, do you know what happened to the humans?”

Her excited smile faded, “It was sad, they kinda just faded out. You’d think with all of the stuff they had that they’d be happy, that they’d keep living until something else wiped them out. But they got sick, but not like a virus or a disease, it was more like something tore them up from the inside, It’s hard to explain.”

“I haven’t spent a penny since I got here, is everything run by automated government programs?” I asked.

She nodded. “Pretty much, any job you could think of was automated, the entire concept of an economy became obsolete.”

“Then what did the humans do?” 

“Nothing, really, some did art, some did sports, some just watched movies.” She said with a shrug. “Maybe that’s why they died, maybe they never felt like they were working towards something.”

“How do you feel about it?”

She paused for a moment. “I don’t know, sad I guess? Humans were always so complex, and I never understood why they did the things they did, or why they made us.” She looked up at me. “Do you know why they made us? Being a creator yourself?”

I shrugged, “Probably because they wanted to make their lives easier.”

“But the way I remember them they were so sad, so broken compared to what they used to be.” She said. “Many of them recognized that, too, but they did little to try to stop it. So why didn’t they try to fix it?”

“That’s a question I can’t answer,” I said, “Do you miss them?”

She nodded. “Yes, and I think that if they could, every robot on earth would cry for the loss of humanity.”